As I wrote the post just prior to this one - I realized . . .
I am 8 weeks 2 days, which is what I was when I had the ultrasound in 2007 that showed our July Baby had no heartbeat. It was also a Tuesday.
I haven't seen my doctor yet, but feel completely optimistic about this pregnancy, as I sit here dizzy, nauseous, and feeling like the living dead (in a good way). No terrible cramping, no bleeding. This is in stark contrast to my last pregnancy where I was so paralyzed by fear and loss that I couldn't enjoy the pregnancy and couldn't bond with my little girl. I'm glad I've had a chance for a "do over".
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I am a precious only daughter, an anxious mother of three earth angels, and two little babies lost before we had a chance to know them, but not before we had a chance to love them. I'm a mediocre wife, and an opinionated ambassador of human rights. I have a lot to say and some of it may interest you.
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